I just lost my best friend in a car accident. He was only 18 years old. It is so much harder to lose someone so young and full of life, rather than a grand parent or someone elderly. Someone who is still just a baby and hasnt had time to have experiences and to live life is so hard. It is such a shock with the accident because no one expected it. It isnt fair. Why do only the good die young. Why does it have to be the best people who leave us. I miss him so much. I wish he was still here. It is tearing me up inside. I'm a mess, falling apart. The service is on wednesday the 19th of december. It is the worst time for this to happen. So close to christmas. One of the worst things about it is that when he passed, 13th of december, it was his fathers birthday. Tomorrow, the 17th of december, is his brothers birthday. I hate christmas time even more than i did before. I just want to see him again. I want one more hug, one more laugh, one more conversation where i know he is the only one who wont judge me or think i am stupid, just one more memory.
Rest In Peace Phillip Jarad Walker 4/4/1989-13/12/2007
In loving memory
In my heart, soul & mind forever. I love you best friend xXx